Forget her man, there are 2 Billion plus woman in this world. Make your stang the way YOU like. and Don't go down the bad road. Talk to someone. I know people with mental illness and they are no joke but there are things and meds out there. You are no doubt a great person. Derive your happiness from within and the outside world will follow suit... once more if they don't it won't matter.
No offense but there are probably forums that can help you much more than this one.
Peace and love my friend and I wish you the best.
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