I need to know what type of person he was to me. Any MEN can answer (MEN ONLY)?
In 2002, I dated someone. He was the 1st or 2nd most handsome guy I've ever met. My instinct when I saw him was that he was a player just by his looks and the car that he drove (a red Mustang.) I felt an arrow piercing through my heart. I felt like running away, but as stupid as I was, I didn't and stayed to see what lied ahead of me. He treated me extremely well, we walked in the park at night and sat looking at the moon. That moment was magical. He then started talking about this ugly girl he didn't care for abruptly. I didn't think I was going to see him again, but he called me two days later. We had a brief lunch. I acted a little weird because I heard someone crying in the background (my mind.) He studied my facial features. Due to some things that happened during the 2nd date (me listening to some voices that were hostile against me,) I didn't want to see him again. In my third date, I heard more hostile voices. I remember parts of the conversation (I told him I felt attracted to him.) But he didn't call me afterwards. I sent a few weird e-mails... One particularly after crying for three days straight when he didn't call, and thinking about the hostile facial gestures. I never fully explained what happened in details. But he didn't contact me anymore. I felt bittered all these years against all men I met. In 2003, or about 1 1/2 year after our last date, I was diagnosed of paranoid schizophrenia. It has taken me years to realize that. I know that the reason that he didn't call me was probably my illness. But do you think that if he really liked me, he would have stayed there for me? Or contacted me? I went through this all alone but I can't expect much from a stranger. I probably said a lot of crazy things and reacted crazy in my 3rd and last date w/him. All these years, I believed he was an evil witch player. I am afraid that I still believe he was a player because he only called me out of nowhere, without any plans and he talked about other women. We never had sex though. I'm not sure what his intentions were in the 3rd date. He knows I was a virgin then.
My question is:
1) Do you think he was a player, and didn't want to stick by me?
2) Do you think that if he truly liked me, he would have still pursued a relationship with me?
3) Do you think that he wasn't interested?
4) Do you think that he is a player?