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I'm a carer for the mentally and physically handicapped: regular guy, upstanding and christian; i also volunteer for local youth groups on alternate weekends. Recently, one of the 'clients' (yes, that's what they are known as in the business) had a fit in the shower; she was a paraplegic but very much able-minded. I don't know why I'm telling you this, except that I feel very burdened. All I want to say is that i touched her in places that i shouldn't have: no coital entry but...no...
It is not uncommon for carers to have physical liasons with clients, but this was different, and she is a very special girl who has overcome much and now I have defiled her without both her consent, nor the Lord's. If the Lord hasn't heard me yet I very much hope he reads this posting as the shame is unbearable.
Thank you very much for this space, I so very much appreciate it.